Slipping Away

My fingers are loosing their grip
My hands won’t stay
They’re starting to slip…
They’re slipping away.

I can’t see you no more
Everything’s kinda gray
Tell me something sweet before
Before I slip away.

Mxx

You Can Take Your Witches and Your Wizards And Leave!

Get Out My House!
It’s locked.
I’VE locked.
Fail.
Smooooth.
Justin Timberlake.
I’ll do it one day.
Let me work on it.
Sexy.
You’re just too damn… good.

That was great, we should do it again sometime.

Teehee <3
Mxx

And you always have your way…

For now it’s too soon for you to say, will we be always?

Yet again, as I sit here in my Resistant Materials CAD Lesson, I am bored.
As always I have a few things on my mind. The pressing matter would be my RIBP, or Random Intense Back Pain. Hurts like hell. But that doesn’t matter, pain is fleeting.

The other thing on my mind is actually my ex, ex girlfriend. A month or two back we stopped talking. Last night a friend of mine made us make amends, make up, as it were. We talked.
And truthfully, I feel better for it.
There’s less conflict in my friendship circle now, and that can’t be a bad thing.

And the third thing on my mind, is you. I miss you.
And I can’t wait to see you again. xx

And I’m listening to YM@6 :)

Mxx

Eskimo Kisses

I love you in the morning, when we just wake up, and i look at you. You’re still sleeping. Sunlight cascades down through the windows onto you, and your long dark hair frames your face in a brilliant halo of beauty, only surpassed by the picture within. And your eyelids flutter gently, sweetly, as you sleep, as you dream. And your full, rosy, lips are parted ever so slightly, as if you want to say something but can’t. The words are on the tip of your tongue in your dream world, it’s something of great importance, of massive meaning and significance.

I’ll gently brush a strand of your hair out of your eyes over your ear as I watch you.

And you wake up. Not suddenly, as if in a panic. But slowly and gently, as if you were drifting back to land from the sea. Not the fierce Pirate you claim to be, but the beautiful Princess  I’ve been searching for my entire life. As you gain awareness of what’s around you, your eyes begin to focus. First on the wallpapered ceiling, then on the vivid walls, and then on me.

And your eyes, so full of strength and independence suddenly change, they’re vulnerable and wide, but bright with hope. In this bed we lay, you me and the dawn in your eyes.

Without words you hold my hand, and I yours, fingers intertwine and our hands clasp. Your hand’s cold. But I don’t care, It’s almost cooling, soothing; it’s nice. It’s your hand, whoever else could be better or more wanted?

Despite what you sometimes think, nobody’s.

You smile as i squeeze your hand, and rotate your wrist playfully. Your joy makes me smile in kind, and we move our heads closer. Our foreheads touch with a small pat, our collective hair acting as a cushion for the inevitable crash. I lift my head up, raising yours also. My nose rests beside yours, and I reach forwards with my lips.

You pull back, as if to say “wait…”, and then our noses bump together, and you shake your head. And then so do I. And We laugh at our amazing Eskimo Kiss, and our quirky little rituals and phrases and actions, and how we’re meant to be, and how destiny chose us to be together.

And then I wonder, where have you been my whole damn life?

Mxx

 

3 Words I’d like to tell you.

I miss you.

I want you.

I need you.

I trust you.

I understand you.

I respect you.

I love you.

And that’s just amazing.

Mxx