We’ll go down in flames
Screaming at the sky.
We go down in style
when we say “Good bye”

My heart’s on fire
You’re a terrible liar
Take away the guilt
From the foundations we built

In our broken home
I still feel all alone
In our broken home
I still feel–

I’ve been thinking about what your smell is.
It has subtitles of sweet things, sugar, and flour, like cakes and delicacies. It reminds me a little of a bakery, in that sense.So up until a few minutes ago I thought it was mainly that.

Yet now, I have a different theory. I opened my window not long ago to the glorious azure sky, the fresh grass and the cascading sunlight. I got hit by a scent.

And it was yours.

I don’t know if it’s my brain playing tricks on me, giving me what I want, but i could have sworn it was you. The smell of the approaching Spring, to bring us out of the winter. The smell of warmth and happiness in theĀ  cold depression. The smell of hope, and joy, and better things to come.

You are my sunshine,

My only sunshine.

You make me happy,

When skies are Grey…

Mxx

My leg’s feel like jelly. And it’s not a bad thing.

I’m really tired guys, like, i’m craving bed time, but there’s stuff I’ve yet to do. I need to wordpress and facebook. I mean, gosh, I have a life. (A virtual life.)

I still don’t knwo what was wrong with you, maybe I’ll get it out of you someday, but for now, I’ll happily lay in blissful ignorance.

:)

Mxx

[VERSE 1]
Hide your daughters
send forth your sons
The moon’s up
yeah here I come

Through the dead woods
over frozen lakes
I emerge
through the midnight fog

[CHORUS]
I am Monster
and I’m coming for you
I have no regrets
and I couldn’t care less

[VERSE 2]
I’ll take your heart
take it and break it
And leave you
All alone

You can hate me
you can loathe me
because inside
you know you love me…

[CHORUS]

That mood change almost gave me whiplash.

I was in such a great mood, so loving, so happy, so devoted. No i want to kill. I see red. And I have a Monster inside me, roaring and clawing at my chest like a furious fire. And I try to calm down but I can’t. I want to go boxing again, now.
Or prowl the streets. Fucking hell.

I just need to do something. Hurt someone.

I hate people. I hate human beings. I hate, hate, hate them.

I want to let the Monster out.